End of a Chapter

A letter for all the people that have come into my life, and left me with a gaping hole in my chest. This is for you. I’ve never been able to express the psychological damage that I have received over the years. I’ve never been good at verbalising my feelings. I do know that I […]

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Free

I’m learning how to love life again. I’m learning how to enjoy things with just my own company. I’ve learnt that I am truly not ready for a relationship and I’m okay with that. There are so many aspects of a relationship that I miss, however after what has happened, I’m still in an unhealthy […]

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Desire

What I would do to feel loved again…. Every fibre of my being craves it. I just want someone to love me. I can’t go out places without looking at other happy couples that are in their own bubble. There’s so many things I want to experience in life, but I can’t find any enjoyment […]

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Dust

In the blink of an eye, everything that I had was gone. Once again, I’m left in the dust. I loved with every fibre of my being and I wasn’t enough. The little family that I had built and supported is now shattered. Things were slowly going downhill, but I held onto the hope that […]

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Lonely Late Nights

It’s 2am, and the world around you is fast asleep; blissfully unaware that you’re awake. In the darkness of the night, you’re holding your child; nursing them. You feed them, you burp them and you change their nappy. Your partner is snoring slightly next to you. You look down at your child and it feels […]

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New to Motherhood

Life has changed a lot this past month, and I’ve learnt so much more than I could ever imagine. On the 25th of September my son was born. It was probably the most stressful and traumatic time of my life. I had been labouring for 12 hours when I was wheeled off for an emergency […]

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