Free

I’m learning how to love life again. I’m learning how to enjoy things with just my own company. I’ve learnt that I am truly not ready for a relationship and I’m okay with that. There are so many aspects of a relationship that I miss, however after what has happened, I’m still in an unhealthy […]

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Desire

What I would do to feel loved again…. Every fibre of my being craves it. I just want someone to love me. I can’t go out places without looking at other happy couples that are in their own bubble. There’s so many things I want to experience in life, but I can’t find any enjoyment […]

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Phoenix

‘From the ashes, a new life was born’ A common occurrence and the story of my life. It’s a case of 1 step forward then 10 steps back. But here I am; reborn and learning all over again. I’ve had a lot of things thrown my way, some that I thought would take me out. […]

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Dust

In the blink of an eye, everything that I had was gone. Once again, I’m left in the dust. I loved with every fibre of my being and I wasn’t enough. The little family that I had built and supported is now shattered. Things were slowly going downhill, but I held onto the hope that […]

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Spirit and Soul

I have found peace and clarity. It began with a little bit of soul searching, and reaching rock bottom but I’m slowly climbing again. I’ve discovered the healing powers of Reiki. I’m a few days off being a certified Master of Reiki. It has helped cleanse and heal all the anger, animosity and negative emotions […]

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Craving

I crave a love as deep as the ocean. In saying that, the love I have is perfect. I love him with all my heart and I know he loves me. We have a perfect little family. But there are things that I wish I could have. I want to have my hand held wherever […]

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Lonely Late Nights

It’s 2am, and the world around you is fast asleep; blissfully unaware that you’re awake. In the darkness of the night, you’re holding your child; nursing them. You feed them, you burp them and you change their nappy. Your partner is snoring slightly next to you. You look down at your child and it feels […]

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New to Motherhood

Life has changed a lot this past month, and I’ve learnt so much more than I could ever imagine. On the 25th of September my son was born. It was probably the most stressful and traumatic time of my life. I had been labouring for 12 hours when I was wheeled off for an emergency […]

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The Road So Far

It hasn’t been an easy journey to get where I am today. A year ago, I was going through emotional turmoil. I began writing through my experiences and emotions; it was my own form of therapy. I never went into full detail of the situation, but I can speak about it now without hurting. In […]

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Small Bump

To My Dearest Bump, There is 7 short weeks left until you’re due to arrive in this world. There’s a lot of things you will learn. Some days are going to be hard; like really hard. But I promise you that I’ll be there every step of the way. This pregnancy has been difficult to […]

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