Writers Block

Writing is something that usually comes naturally to me, however this past year has been a complete struggle to even write a sentence down. I have spent countless amounts of hours researching, and readings ways to hopefully overcome writers block however I’m still in the same position after attempting everything. I have found that since […]

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The Road So Far

It hasn’t been an easy journey to get where I am today. A year ago, I was going through emotional turmoil. I began writing through my experiences and emotions; it was my own form of therapy. I never went into full detail of the situation, but I can speak about it now without hurting. In […]

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Small Bump

To My Dearest Bump, There is 7 short weeks left until you’re due to arrive in this world. There’s a lot of things you will learn. Some days are going to be hard; like really hard. But I promise you that I’ll be there every step of the way. This pregnancy has been difficult to […]

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The Otherside

“The grass is always greener on the otherside” –  In this particular case, yes. The grass is definitely greener. I haven’t written in almost 9 months, but I’ve finally decided to pick it back up again. It has been an absolute roller coaster of a journey since my last post. I have faced a lot of challenges, […]

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Therapy

You know that feeling where you’ve lost something so important and you’re never going to get it back? I am constantly in that state. I’m always on edge. Always on the verge of breaking down. I’m so tired. Poetry is the only thing that makes me feel like I’m close to him. I’ve done this […]

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Never enough.

I don’t know how much longer I can take this. No matter what I do, I’ll never be accepted or liked. I am going to live my life in limbo for the sake of others. It’s what I’ve done my entire life. I am so tired. I think they win. They have burnt and broken […]

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Shattered

Today I am exhausted. I feel broken and shattered. I have felt like there has been a weight on my shoulders slowly becoming heavier with each passing day, and last night was the straw that broke the camels back. I have always known that I’ve been disliked; all my life I’ve been disliked by those […]

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Pain

If you truly loved someone, would you put them through hell and back? Yesterday I had no choice but to say goodbye to someone I have considered my best friend for years. We had been through so much together. I loved him, a lot. We lost a baby together. He was there when I lost […]

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Nightmares

I am a zombie. I am a shell of who I once was. I cannot sleep without seeing him. Sleep used to be the only peace I could find. I was doing so well. But he found his way through the cracks, and now has trickled into my dreams. It’s not even a trickle anymore. […]

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