Craving

I crave a love as deep as the ocean. In saying that, the love I have is perfect. I love him with all my heart and I know he loves me. We have a perfect little family. But there are things that I wish I could have. I want to have my hand held wherever […]

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Lonely Late Nights

It’s 2am, and the world around you is fast asleep; blissfully unaware that you’re awake. In the darkness of the night, you’re holding your child; nursing them. You feed them, you burp them and you change their nappy. Your partner is snoring slightly next to you. You look down at your child and it feels […]

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New to Motherhood

Life has changed a lot this past month, and I’ve learnt so much more than I could ever imagine. On the 25th of September my son was born. It was probably the most stressful and traumatic time of my life. I had been labouring for 12 hours when I was wheeled off for an emergency […]

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No Trace on Trail

(Updated 21/04/2019: on Sunday 14th of April 2019, Jerika’s remains were discovered by a local hiker. Authorities do not believe foul play is involved) Jerika Alvey Binks (24) from American Fork, Utah, was on a journey of both spiritual and physical healing. She was overcoming hurdles from her past and was taking positive steps in […]

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True Crime Cases

Whether it be Solved or Unsolved, True Crime has been something that has been one of the biggest interests in my life. Ever since I can remember I’ve been watching the Crime Investigation Channel, and watching Crime Documentaries. These past few months especially since being on bedrest in this pregnancy, I watch YouTube videos about […]

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Writers Block

Writing is something that usually comes naturally to me, however this past year has been a complete struggle to even write a sentence down. I have spent countless amounts of hours researching, and readings ways to hopefully overcome writers block however I’m still in the same position after attempting everything. I have found that since […]

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The Road So Far

It hasn’t been an easy journey to get where I am today. A year ago, I was going through emotional turmoil. I began writing through my experiences and emotions; it was my own form of therapy. I never went into full detail of the situation, but I can speak about it now without hurting. In […]

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Small Bump

To My Dearest Bump, There is 7 short weeks left until you’re due to arrive in this world. There’s a lot of things you will learn. Some days are going to be hard; like really hard. But I promise you that I’ll be there every step of the way. This pregnancy has been difficult to […]

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The Otherside

“The grass is always greener on the otherside” –  In this particular case, yes. The grass is definitely greener. I haven’t written in almost 9 months, but I’ve finally decided to pick it back up again. It has been an absolute roller coaster of a journey since my last post. I have faced a lot of challenges, […]

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Therapy

You know that feeling where you’ve lost something so important and you’re never going to get it back? I am constantly in that state. I’m always on edge. Always on the verge of breaking down. I’m so tired. Poetry is the only thing that makes me feel like I’m close to him. I’ve done this […]

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