I don’t know how much longer I can take this. No matter what I do, I’ll never be accepted or liked. I am going to live my life in limbo for the sake of others. It’s what I’ve done my entire life. I am so tired.
I think they win. They have burnt and broken the last remaining part of me that was trying to fight. I kept pushing through my internal struggles and try and make myself liked. I am a failure.
I am scared. I am broken. I’m never going to belong. Your words were like a knife in my chest, and I feel like I’m still bleeding out. This is becoming to draining. I just want to be gone. Away from here. I want to forget.
I just want to sleep. Now and forever…..